Good luck in your SPM!
I’ll always pray for ya :-)
I might change to another course next year. If my application is approved, I’ll be a Part 1 student again. I don’t really mind though... I have no interest at all to continue my studies in OM…
Why can’t I just get rid of the incident that has kept me traumatized till today? I’ve been constantly thinking about that particular thing as of late and it makes me sad...
God, I’m tired already… *sighs*
JT’s on the score sheet :-)
My semester break starts on November 14th and I’m really looking forward for it! I have some plans on my mind:
- Redecorate my bedroom again
- Cook something for Nas as I’ve promised him to do so last year
- Watch lotsa movies!
- Buy some new novels and finish the ones I haven’t read yet
- Accompany Nas studying at the library
- Go out with any of my close friends :-)
- Shop for some new clothes and shoesss
Watched Jennifer's Body with Qilaa at Sunway Pyramid today (first movie in over a month's time!) and spent my day with her for hours after that :-)
Final exams have finally started yesterday and I could say that the first paper, BEL120 wasn’t that difficult. It’d be a real shame if I didn’t get an A for that subject—I’ve put quite a high hope on it!
Anyways, I’m home right now (finally!) and my appetite to eat is getting bigger than ever—and I’m not at all worried about it. Don’t blame me, I was stuck in Malacca for one whole month eating none other than rice and dishes packed in polystyrenes almost everyday!
I found myself constantly wishing to eat fast food (which has always been my favourite) every time Nas and I were on the phone and he kept on promising me to bring me to any restaurant I want once I reached Shah Alam. In less than 5 days, I have eaten a large set of Texas Ted, Spaghetti Bolognese, Chicken Lasagna, Chicken Cheese Pastrami and a set of Big Breakfast at McDonald’s with him. And yeah, not to forget, Spaghetti Carbonara with my family :-)
I had a huge crave for Spicy Chicken McDeluxe today so Nas drove me to Section 9 and we had our lunch there. Hehe.
I know I ain't as bad as I thought I was in that subject...
I’ve been burdened by too much pressure lately and I feel extremely helpless every time I turn around trying to seek for friends whom I can comfortably talk to. It makes me feel even worse when I have to stop my tears from falling every time I feel like crying because it's really uncomfy to be emotional in front of my roommates. I find myself checking on the calendar a few times every day just to count how many days left till this semester ends. God knows how terrible I feel inside when I had to cancel my plan to go back home this weekend because of an event organized by the faculty. Since there’ll be a co-curricular test next Sunday, I’ll have to wait till October 23 before I can step my feet on my beloved bedroom again… *sighs*
Anyways, upon my request, my parents and my younger sister paid me a visit today and it definitely has cheered me up! I appreciate my parents’ willingness to come all the way from Shah Alam for the sake of me—they have never let me down. They brought my sister and I to Dataran Pahlawan and we wandered through the mall and shopped for some clothes and groceries for hours…
Hmm I feel guilty for spontaneously complain about how hard my life is in uni whenever I’m on the phone with my mum. I have never had the intention to make her feel worried about myself. How I wish I could stop whining like a lil kid…
