...to university today and I won't have the opportunity to go online as much as I did these past few months. I'll be missing everything here in Shah Alam: my family, my home sweet home, my bed and obviously, my beau :-(
Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen was amazing! I had fun watching that sequel with my boyfriend at Sunway Pyramid this morning :-)
To: Ahmad Nasruddin :-)
Light of My Life
You brighten up my days
after months of pain and disarray.
You lighten up my life,
There you are, giving me the strength to stand tough.
You teach me how to be brave and strong,
You make me believe our relationship will last long.
I hope you won’t turn around,
or else I will fall on the ground.
Now that you’re here in my heart,
I hope you will always be right here by my side.
Now that you’re able to make me happy,
I hope God won’t take you away from me.
No matter how hard things are going to be,
I hope you know how meaningful you are to me.
The decision has finally been made, after weeks of absolute confusion concerning my future…
Yes, I am going to UiTM ******* this June 27th whether I like it or not, because I have no other choice left at the moment. My parents have convinced me that I can switch to any course I want after one semester, and that has been one of the reasons why I must just go…
This morning, they brought me to a private clinic nearby for my medical check-up and guess what? I found out that I have a phobia being in crowded places and just about any place with direct sunlight for too long. Is that kind of phobia really existed? I thought I was just overreacting all this years... Ha-ha, but other than that, I am expectedly healthy.
Then we straight away went to
Subang to buy some of the necessary things needed to be brought to the hostel I
am about to stay for the upcoming 4 months.
At least I get a lot of new stuff—from clothes to shoes, bags, stationery
and soon, a new laptop and an internet broadband of my own. I ain’t really a materialistic,
but that is the only good thing I manage to think of right now after 'unwholeheartedly' accepting
the offer to study some course I have no interest in...
My boyfriend and I headed to Mid Valley to celebrate my birthday besides shopping and catching up “I Love You, Man” but were quite frustrated to see an extremely long queue in front of the cinema. Fully-packed with school kids. Ah, no wonder. It’s school holidays… -_-“ We then grabbed our lunch at Kenny Rogers Roasters first before queing to buy the movie tickets and went shopping soon after the movie is finished.
These are some pictures, taken using a phone camera :-)
Despite feeling gloomy for having none of my family members and close friends to celebrate my special day with, I still managed to enjoy my day with him. When he is around I realised I laugh too much till my stomach hurts sometimes. He just knows how to make me happy…
P.S: Sweetheart, thank you so much for making my birthday so meaningful this year. If it is not because of you, I would have celebrated it… alone? And thank you for putting a wide smile on face, all day long :-D
P.P.S: We’re both 18 now but I bet you already know that the childish side of me can never be rid of. Not yet, at least. Hehe, I love you muscular man!
Thinking about the fact that I’ll be another year older tomorrow makes me… stunned in silence. I feel so… grown up. 6 years ago I had nothing much to think about—I had neither friendship nor love problems, no struggles in studying—and I lead an uncomplicated life. Time flies so fast, huh? I am an adult already.
Anyways, since my mum and my little sister are currently in Mecca with some relatives of ours, I have to wait for at least a few more days (you know, to celebrate my special day with my family) till they came back. There won't be any slight chance that I might be celebrating my 18th birthday with any of my close friends either, since most of them have already gone to universities… But it’s OK though, I could not complain much now, could I? My sweetheart is still here with me, and that fact cheers me up a bit :-)
I’ll be spending my time with him tomorrow—I really can’t wait!
Current favourite :-)
I received a phone call from
UiTM weeks ago offering me a place in one of its branch campuses in Peninsular
Malaysia and till today, I am still not sure about accepting the offer. I am actually being offered a course I absolutely
have no interest in and that’s my major problem. My parents keep on persuading me to give it a
try and that has made me think a lot till my brain felt like exploding. After praying and asking for God’s guidance, I
had dreams about the Microbiology course I wish to take not only once or twice
but THRICE. And that means, if I want to
put that into serious consideration, I have to wait for November intake— which
seems like a looong time from now but I certainly have no problem with that. Turning down the offer I have already
received would probably upset my parents but accepting it might affect my interest in studying… *sighs* I hope I'll be able to make my own decision in a week time...
You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life, what is it?
Mineral water.
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
Sure, my current relationship is 16 months old already :-)
How's your heart lately?
It's getting better I guess.
Think a lot before you fall asleep?
Yeah, I think way too much :|
Do you care what others think about you?
Used to, but not anymore.
Do you know how to change a diaper?
Sure I do. I used to work in a kindergarten for over a month.
Who was the last person you rode in the car with that was under 21?
Nas :-)
What's the last piercing you got?
Err, I have none.
Would you be able to date someone who doesnt make you laugh?
NO.
Whats the one thing you do when you're mad?
I'll just cry. It calms me down.
Who was the last person to make you cry?
Some stranger I don't even know. Weird huh?
Do you like any computer games?
I love Roller Coaster Tycoon!
If someone doesn't like you it's probably because:
I'm too quiet?
Have you ever held a snake?
NO. I'm scared of 'em! :-O
What color was the last pill you took?
Yellow.
Why did you take that pill?
I couldn't sleep well that day :|
What is your favorite smell?
My beau's scent. Haha!
Our first ever cup in two years-- it certainly has put a wide smile on my face :-D
